terbaik untukmu..(the best for u..)

this song..has taken my heart away..it's kinda like me..in my situation..but i don't know bout her's..

Terbaik Untukmu - Tangga

Aku sadar kalau kini (I realize that if now)
Kita sudah smakin menjauh (we are far apart)
Sempat aku berfikir ini (I come to think of it)
Kau yg menginginkannya (it's u that wanting to)
Lepas dari pelukku (part ways from me)

oh kini aku sedari (oh now i realise)
ini salahku (this is my fault)
tak ingin ku terlambat dan sesali (I don't want to be late n regret about it)

maafkanlah bila ku selalu (forgive me when i always)
membuatmu marah dan benci padaku (make u mad n despise me)
ku lakukan itu semua (I've done it all)
hanya untuk buatmu bahagia (only to make yourself happy)

mungkin ku cuma tak bisa pahami (maybe i just cannot understand)
bagaimana cara tunjukkan maksudku (how to show my hearts intent)
aku cuma ingin jadi terbaik untukmu (i only want to be the best for u)

ku ingin terbaik untukmu.. (I'm wanting the best for u..)

Aku ingin kau tetap di sini.. (I want u to stil be here..)
bersamaku.. (with me..)
Jangan pergi (don't go)
Berikan satu kesempatan (give me a chance)
Untuk ku membuktikan (for me to prove)
sesungguhnya cintaku (how deep is my love)

oh my..that's deep..uuuu..i'm stil a hopeless romantic =P

it's all about the heart..

how can u love?? if u love somebody, does he/she love u back?? does he/she throws the love ball back at u?? as the matter of fact, love is a very complicated subject of matter..the heart matter..
first n foremost, do u love he/she?? n if u love he/she, does he/she love u back?? interactions between two souls n hearts can lead to many complications..
then the urges, from ur heart, ur passion, ur desire, ur needs..it all contribute into complicating everything there is to complicate in every single relationship between human beings..
as an example..i have a friend..who has a big crush..on a girl..but she doesn't love him back..he tried all the possible way to..but she just..don't have the heart for him..
love can be delightful, can be devouring, can be cruel, can be anything of everything in the world..just keep in mind that without love..there is no world to live in..

it's all about love baby =P

hey hey hey!! our most hot and evergreen topic of all time..LOVE!!
hahaa..unfortunately, I've yet to find my own true love at the moment..still searching..as is..
well..speak about love..it consist of a..well..very delicate and fragile feeling towards other human being..
we, humans, classify a lot of love based on their intent..for example, heterosexual for love towards the opposite sex..homosexual for love towards the same sex..love for the family..love for your friends..these are some of the types of love that we all know..essential to our lives or not we will be very miserable human beings without..
frankly, i wanna be loved..by the opposite sex..that's what I've been searching up till now..for me, being in love is not all just about sex, about pride, about your ego, about yourself..it's all about sharing, caring, loving, the tender..the passion..all that stuff..i think =P
well, some of my friends say to me that, "ouh, u still have us.." well, that's not 100% not true, but unfortunately, u can't kiss or hug your friends just as same as the love of your life rite?? n parents, it's true that u love 'em but u still have a spot in your heart that's left for the very special 1 for you..
to be honest, I've tried to love..i fact, I've tried so hard back in high school i got rejected by 30 girls that i want to have a relationship with!! can you imagine??
i sat back..thought for a little while..n i wonder..what is wrong with me?? is it so hard to be just in love..forever n ever??..with the 1 that do loves me back for the 1 I am??..
you c?? life hits you so hard sometimes..I'm just me..sharing my thoughts with you..